Permanent Damage

It's like I'm trapped inside a candy jar
Drowning in sweet n sour venom
She makes me feel like I deserve every bit of guilt
Gaslighting every step of my life

I'm useless, broken, I'm a waste of time
Nothing I do ever satisfies you
Throw me away like a cigarette butt
Curse me to hell, tell me how much I suck

I wish you hadn't said that
Too late now you can't take it back
Your words left me with scars, and you feel no regret
Pointing out my flaws makes you laugh
I don't think I'll take any more crap

Just once tell me I'm in control
Even if you lie
You're so good I wouldn't know
Please tell me something nice about me
First thing on your mind
Just don't give me permanent damage

I've become paranoid
Psychologically destroyed
Pathological liar
I fear what's next
Maybe a panic attack
I'm so fucking tired

Just once tell me I'm in control
Even if you lie
You're so good I wouldn't know
Please tell me something nice about me
First thing on your mind
Just don't give me permanent damage

I'm useless, broken, I'm a waste of time
Nothing I can do will ever satisfy you
Throw me away like a cigarette butt
Curse me to hell, tell me how much I suck



Credits
Writer(s): Filipe Costa, Marcelo Benício Andrade
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