afterlife (chardonnay)

I could never know what she sacrificed
Maybe I'll know in the afterlife

See from both sides, like hermaphrodite
Licensed to kill, like I'm Gladys Knight
This spliff gone turn me to a satellite, and my mind light, but it's chasm-like
'Til the gates of heaven, I'ma spazz on mics
I'm a fire-breather, take a dragon flight
If you ride with me, it ain't no bad advice
Have it raining diamonds like it's saturn
I'ma go get it, don't matter
And I know some killers if I need some backup
That's why I don't deal with the, deal with the -
That's why I don't deal with the chatter
I'm focused on realistic matters
I'm focused on realistic matters

I could never know what she sacrificed
Maybe I'll know in the afterlife

Maybe I'll know if I ask the right question
Maybe I'll find out by magic right
I just want the best for my people
So I could care less about bragging rights
Staggered by all of the evil
And the ones that's in power gone magnify it
She may never know what I'd sacrifice
If it's me or her, then I would rather die
Holding it down 'til my casket tight
Holding it down 'til my casket tight
Bout to herd the game like some cattle
I told 'em, I'm back on the saddle
The boy with the voice made of gravel
The boy that make noise in the astral
The koi from the swamp in the ghetto
Self-employed doing numbers like (yee-hee)
Self-employed and my numbers exceptional
I'm vintage like Jordan, I'm retro
Grew up in a decent suburbia, but 'round the corner, were burglars and murderers
The police in the streets were observing us, we were just skating, it barely occurred to us
Link sunday morning and it was church to us
Hit the thrift store for the threads
To the women of my life, if it was between me or you, I would rather be dead

Cause I never know what they'd sacrifice
Maybe I'll know in the afterlife