Disguise

Why does it feel like I'm alive?
Could I be more dead inside?
Left to suffer, I can't run and I can't hide
Out of sight but not out of mind
Agonizing but I feel fine
Swallow the pain and bury it deep in my disguise

When I look into the mirror, I don't know who I see
Is that stranger staring through a cloudy shadow really me?
All alone inside a crowded room that's stuck inside my mind
Every mask has burned itself into my skin and now I'm blind
I've become so blurry
I don't know who I once was
So why does it feel like I'm alive?
Could I be more dead inside?
Left to suffer, I can't run and I can't hide
Out of sight but not out of mind
Agonizing but I feel fine
Swallow the pain and bury it deep in my disguise

While the beauty is the face I show, the beast is who's inside
Can't put out the fire at both ends
I'm drowning in the tide
Wearing out my soulless heart
I try to smile it all away
Knowing I cannot change who I used to cover everyday
I've become so blurry
I don't know who I once was
So why does it feel like I'm alive?
Could I be more dead inside?
Left to suffer, I can't run and I can't hide
Out of sight but not out of mind
Agonizing but I feel fine
Swallow the pain and bury it deep in my disguise

Why does it feel like I'm alive?
Could I be more dead inside?
Does it feel like
Does it feel like I'm alive?
Why does it feel like I'm alive?
Could I be more dead inside?
Left to suffer, I can't run and I can't hide
Out of sight but not out of mind
Agonizing but I feel fine
Swallow the pain and bury it deep in my disguise
How much longer can I hide from real me?
How much longer play pretend so easily?
My soul is withered like a dead flower
Life's not bittersweet, it's sour
My facade begins to crumble
This ain't who I am
My soul is withered like a dead flower
Life's not bittersweet, it's sour
My facade begins to crumble
This ain't who I am
Not who I am



Credits
Writer(s): Benjamin Iakimov, Erik Salakari, Kristian Dimitrov, Vincent Vogel
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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