No One Ever Really Dies

Rolling thru my contact list
Not much I been contact with
Some I lost to death
And some of them I had to call the quits
Heard that's life I guess
I keep on rolling I never bow my head
Almost lost my spirit to a bitch
I'll never love again
Keep rolling by
No one ever dies
I see my uncle thru my nephew eyes
Cancer ate him alive
Died straight up on Chris birthday
Had me doing soul searchin'
Death makes you a brand new person
Are you gon fall victim
I thought every thought nigga
Fucked every broad nigga
Pussy only temporary
Doing what's just necessary
Said I'll write song about you
Angels everywhere my grandma tell they all around you
Talking to my dad I know he broken imma product of you
This shit is so deep rooted
Use to try to skim thru it
Bedjin showed me how to do it
Wished it could of worked out hmmm
But it made me more in tune
Should of spoke to her that day
Fuck I'm holding grudges for?
If she called my phone
I'll prolly pick up have a convo too
You don't ever know when someone gotta leave the earth and go
So I say I'm sorry I cant die with a tainted soul
So I say I'm sorry I cant die with a tainted soul
Time going by
Always resting on my mind
I always pray to god
I make it out by 25
Bitch niggas wanna see me in the dirt
And take my life
Why you tryna go to war with bitches ion like
Keep rolling by
Gave my cousin money
Next day now he acting funny
They say family matters
But I doubt he ever loved me
Making sacrifices just to take care of my mummy
So much on my mind
Only liquor in my stomach
I can't stomach
Run for cover
Every nigga have his moment
I just fucked that bitch
Got my nut and then I off'd it
So why I'm so surprised that Magana blocked my number?
Maybe that's my karma
Don't you touch her you don't love her
God keep on laughing at me has a sense of humor
I pay for my sins then I go and get a new one
Imma different nigga when I'm under the influence
They say pussy kills you but I think I love it too much
Meezy that's my brother
He ain't have to do me like that
You said you need time
Told me that you coming right back
They told me understand your perspective I understood that
But when it came to me it's now different I didn't like that
And you so hard headed couldn't even say you sorry
It wasn't bout the music, but about the morality
You don't leave your brother behind that's what you told me
I spent bands on you just to make sure we all eat
I did deep diving just to make sure we ain't all sink
I put VB on my back like a jersey
10 hour session put my faith all up on Louie
He don't understand all the days he got me thru it
Tears on my face
But then tears they kept my moving
But now I'm looking back
I'm happy we went all thru this
They tried to kill a nigga spirit
I ain't let 'em do it
My life is like the book of job
My faith too strong to kill me
I lost so much but I always gained plenty
The road of a righteous man
Ain't never been easy
But if I don't do this shit ain't nobody gon teach me