Feel Bad

Sometimes I lie awake and think about
What you must've told your mom
I hope she knows I tried to help you
Even when you broke it off

Oh and I get so anxious I can hardly breathe
Then the tears start to fall and I'm falling to my knees
But I'll get over you and get under him
And get over it
I'm unfollowing
Do all the things they tell me to do
But at least I don't have to wonder if you feel bad

'Cuz you can't even look me in the eyes
But you keep checking up on my life
I know it's anger you hide guilt behind
But at least I don't have to wonder if you feel bad

Sometimes my heart will drop
When I see a car like the one you used to drive
It used to skip a beat but it's stopping now
Call a code for the flatline

Oh and I get so anxious I can hardly breathe
Then the tears start to fall and I'm falling to my knees
But I'll get over you and get under him
And start fresh again
And stop wallowing
Do all the things they tell me to do
But at least I don't have to wonder if you feel bad

'Cuz you can't even look me in the eyes
But you keep checking up on my life
I know it's anger you hide guilt behind
But at least I don't have to wonder if you feel bad

I'm not gonna let you hurt me again
You can keep your broken promises
And the ring on my hand
You can leave your breadcrumbs for your brand new best friend
If you want to hurt somebody again

I'm not gonna let you hurt me again
You can keep your broken promises
And the ring on my hand
You can leave your breadcrumbs for your brand new best friend
And I bet that'll mess with her head

You're heart went cold
You're all alone
And I don't feel bad