rot girl winter

I'm skipping dinner
When this shit gonna kick in?
Yeah the lines get bigger, at least I feel myself getting thinner
You my sinner
Make me iller
You my killer
Pull the trigger
Got me listening to SZA
It's a rot girl winter

Shit I run out again
I just wanna forget
Please let me rest then let me get dressed for a second
Then dive back in my regrets
Is it you or the drugs
Yeah I do better numb
Are you dumb are you dumb yeah I am, duh, now shut the fuck up
Wrap me up wrap me up cuz you know I don't like being naked
I don't like my body don't like my scars
I don't like my past is that basic?
Medicate it when the shame hit mutilating it when I shave it
Hate myself enough to let you penetrate
But it's kinda nice when I'm wasted

I'm skipping dinner
When this shit gonna kick in?
Yeah the lines get bigger, at least I feel myself getting thinner
You my sinner
Make me iller
You my killer
Pull the trigger
Got me listening to SZA
It's a rot girl winter

I didn't come here for your input
I just come here cuz the dick good
On the run from my past mistakes
And then I'll make some more so I got
New shit to think about
New shit to drink about
Truth is I'm running
Out of excuses not to fucking... myself
Music I guess that's one
Family maybe not
Friends who'd be better without me to stress about
RIP Chynna the blueprint
Hope MPTG don't do it
I wish I was stupid cuz thinking is useless
When all of my thinking intrusive
Mugs been piling up
And my sheets ain't been clean in months
Should I eat should I sleep nah I need to pay rent
Nah forget it just set me a bump
Serotonin be slipping
Psychosis is winning
How can I get sober when winter this cold
No I don't wanna die but the spiralling different
Serotonin been missing
5HTP ain't been hitting
All my broken bitches put your wrists up it's a rot girl winter



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Writer(s): Enxi Chang
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