season

I'm remembering the time
You said you loved me by
My car in the parking lot
Of your apartment
The same day

And it drove me insane
Cause how can you say that
After everything
Even if you meant it
I know its not in that way

And we don't have to feel that way and
I know it'll never be that way
But I still want you close
And I still want to know

Why you keep me around
And in your thoughts
Cause you're all over mine
Every day at every time

It's exhausting trying to communicate
Cause it seems like I always say the worst things
And I can't get it right
I can't seem to change

I keep shutting down and shutting up
Filling my lungs with smoke and coughing it up
But

You're so warm and still seem safe
How does that make sense today
I hate you then I love you more
I want to talk behind closed doors
Again

And what has all of this meant
To you

I'm sure its just a thought
Passing by like I am too

I'm feeling like I'll only last a season
And what the fuck is that
Cause you mean so much
God damn I can't stop
I need to stop
I need to stop
But I don't want to let you go



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Writer(s): Bugz Mccomb
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