Different - Remix

Everything's so different
Nothing is the same
And lately we so distant
That you don't even know my name
If feels like somethings missing
And its driving me insane
I've tried to keep it hidden
But its filling up the page
I keep on filling the rhymes
Page after page
It's the only way I can gauge
Cause I know we all make mistakes
But nothing but the hurt seems to stay
And I keep on feeling this way
Where'd time go in the first place
Must of packed It's shit in and left without a trace
Just bunch of heart break and heart ache
I'm left with a bunch of questions
Depression obsessing projecting
The essence the method on what you took
When I'm going to my lesson look
Shit ain't easy as reading a book
I feel so broken inside shook
And I believed all them lies
And Now I'm drawing the line
This time you won't catch me slipping
I admit it you had me hooked
Your claws were sunk in so deep
That all I could see is defeat
But once I got loose
Your the only one to retreat
Been so mistreated at my weakest
Feel cheated got to get even
It's eating me at my deepest
My thought are cloudy at best
How much time you invest
How many times have you wept
How much shit you accept
Just coming off the top of my head

Everything's so different
Nothing is the same
And lately we so distant
That you don't even know my name
If feels like somethings missing
And its driving me insane
I've tried to keep it hidden
But its filling up the page

And now you acting so different
Or Is it my mind tripping
I couldn't see through the bullshit
Must be my diluted vision
Or bad decisions
That I been making
I fell for your trap
And it makes me snap
So I'm clinching this pen and the pad
It's time for you to be the victim
I'm bout to make the incision
I'm gripping this pencil
Start stabbing an twisting
You can try to blame on your sickness
Your drug addiction
But bitch you just wicked
Fuck forgiveness
I'm not forgetting
It's contradicting to even listen
I don't need your permission to start venting
Got so many skeletons in your closet
But my biggest problems ain't that you were such sorry momma
All the drama and all the squabbles
The pill bottles
Or a broken promise
You talking about my father
An I'm a hopeless product of
Cause I'm so temperamental
That's coincidental
Maybe I am a little bit like him
Better then like you
I'm using all my energy to fight through

Everything's so different
Nothing is the same
And lately we so distant
That you don't even know my name
If feels like somethings missing
And its driving me insane
I've tried to keep it hidden
But its filling up the page



Credits
Writer(s): Wyatt Mallonee
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