Love Lessons

You know there's a lot of things that were left unsaid
And I just want you to know with or without you we getting ahead

Ok my brothers heart was broken to a million tiny pieces
And I couldn't stop the tears that poor mans eyes just kept on leaking
I felt all his pain, cuz I lost who I considered sister
You both grew together, yea that's how long he fuckin been with ya
Then you disappeared, nothing left but memories and pictures
Like it didn't mean a thing man I thought everything was perfect
Then he says the princess is now a completely different person
Now who the hell do I go to if I'm in search for some answers

You just tryna be, something that you not
I can't believe you fuckin lied to me, straight into my eyes
You were a big part of this family, why did I even try
My big brother suffered in agony, then I began to cry
Man he didn't even do you wrong
Your love made him stronger why couldn't you just stay longer
Cause your stamp I now hate roses it reminds me of you
But then a lot of things remind me of you
It was so hard accepting all of the truth

Cryin on your shoulder the last time to hold ya
It's hard to let go of it all
When you've been thru so much how can you just go on
And leave everything here to fall
He loved you sis, I loved you sis, enough of this
I'd want you back, but fuck you bitch
It's too late now for what you did
It's over, thanks for the lesson I can use when I'm older

I remember when - I took your advice
And now I'm sitting right here second guessing - was that even right
I mean it helped me in the moment but will it help me in life
Cuz I don't want to tie a knot if I can't even make it tight
I've been thinking it's too hard
Cuz I don't even really know who you are
I got too close and now your somewhere too far
I got my brother now when he is too gone
At least now I have his attention thank you for leaving behind
The first thing I took as a blessing
My guardian growing up, now he ain't the way you left him
Grindin shining like a diamond I can see all the progression
Warms my heart to see, what I haven't seen in a while
My big brothers bright smile and you ain't the one he mentions
He deserves this, this the way to go
A path to find someone worth loving not a money hungry hoe
The enemy like Isis
And when I see your nigga there gon be a crisis hoe
And no more...

Crying on your shoulder the last time to hold ya
It's hard to let go of it all
When you've been thru so much how can you just go on
And leave everything here to fall
He loved you sis, I loved you sis, enough of this
I'd want you back, but fuck you bitch
It's too late now for what you did
It's over, thanks for the lesson I can use when I'm older

Thanks for the lesson I can use when I'm older
You gon regret this shit when you getting old
You gon regret this shit when he has it all