Naked

I used to believe
Whatever laid there to seize me
I used to believe
Whatever promised to free

Clouds thicken their forms
Leaves descend from their homes
Winds change
Do I
Will I
Every hastening soul
They all seem wise to their roles
Seems strange
Am I
Will I
Naked I wander
Gather sacred reasons
Here comes the rain
But so many questions
Still remain

The notes in my head
Where have they come from
Are they my own thoughts
Or are they your whispers
The melodies I've heard
Alone to heal their shivers
Are they my making's
Or did I discover

Rays cut through the smoke
Skies shedding their cloak
Winds changed
Have I
Will I
All those hastening souls
Wake and die for their roles
Feels strange
Should I
Will I
Naked I wander
My reasons slip and wither
Flowers bloom again
But so many riddles
Still remain
The roads I had chosen
What lured me out there
Am I my own king
Or am I your soldier
Voices and faces
Arise now and then
Were they your sendings
Or did I let in

Why do I hurt some
When never intended
Was I mistaken
Or used as your weapon
They don't seem like my orders
Were they some of your lessons
Why am I trapped
With but shards of your splendor
What should I do
Where were you at the worst I have been through
If none is true
When it's all over could I be with you
So many times I've had been broken
And yet you helped me mend
If you can hear me from the Heavens
Help me understand

The puzzles remained
And who will solve them in there
Which one is asking
And which is to answer
Was I left alone here
Or are you my keeper
Should I look around me
Or should I look deeper