Happy Birthday To Me.

I've been
Trynna find love but it won't find me
Another
Birthday alone like it's destined to be
I got this
Feeling like it's always gonna last
I just hope it really doesn't last
I've been
Hoping that I find my peace
Losing more friends finding more sleep
I guess he
Really heard what I prayed on repeat
And I'm
Still praying for what's destined for me
I know this girl I gotta question how she feels bout me
She always dodging he feelings
Dodging like me
Got me feeling they always gon be running from me
I wonder if you feel like that too
I told I was never gonna be like her ex
But truth be told man they really not me
And they never gon be
I hope you don't take that the wrong way but
You know
I still care about you
I think I like you a little too much
And I don't even know if you think about me to be honest
But anyways
I know friends full of envy
Nights full of sin
All these things that could end me
From all the things that I'm in
All these sacrifices sacrifices
I lost my Grandmom for a year I couldn't write up nothing
And then I wrote something bout it
I just don't wanna be alone anymore
Anymore
I got all these feelings bottled up
Feeling like I bother everyone
I just don't wanna be alone anymore
And if it numbs the pain then I guess its bottoms up
You always fuel my drinking
So where you at now
What the hell we running for
If I call you will you pick it up
Prolly not its always on dnd but
I guess its happy birthday happy birthday to me yea
Happy birthday happy birthday to me every
Happy birthday happy birthday to me yea
Happy birthday happy birthday to me yea yea yea
Yea yea yea
Yea yea yea
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
All alone happy birthday to me
Again again again again

Where you at when I need you
You know I'm here if you need me
But where you at when I need you