Plaguing My Blighted Mind

Mental instability driving me to near insanity
Will the dark fade I'm tired of this abysmal gray
I'll steal the light and take the fortune for myself
For I'm alive I won't be held down by the expelled

A shattered state I'm forced to live
Is now a fate I don't want to give
What is the goal you seek to achieve
In your new world of make believe

Cosmic horrors plaguing my blighted mind
Predetermined disorders that I am forced to find
What's left to hide inside
When I'm already made to die by design

Blinded by the fires that stir inside of my eyes
Bonfires alighted by dreams to be demised
Laws of causality were set in motion
Lost in their empty notions

If life is so transient why does it lack the ambience
Soothing lies whispered in my ear reigniting my fear

Left to be consumed by this pain and malice
As these scars heal to become calloused
I'm so fucking cold I can barley breathe
It's becoming harder to hide what's underneath

Cosmic horrors plaguing my blighted mind
Predetermined disorders that I am forced to find
What's left to hide inside
When I'm already made to die by design

A lifetime of horrors contorted my helpless mind
Exposing disorders that I hide so deep inside
I know there's nothing left for me this time
I've succumbed to the failure of my own design



Credits
Writer(s): Kailin Luebbe
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