Said & Done

I'm finally making a somethin of nothin
I'm not even brought up in any discussion
Of bein the greatest
Or havin some follows
To say I can make it
So my heart hallow
But this time I'll face it
And wake up tomorrow
Just rappin again
Until somethin will follow
Regrets never happen
But people accomplish
I wish I was richer
If I'm bein honest

But shit is ok
Shit is alright
Bruno told me just to stay on a mic
Vaydr told me go and keep up the vibes
But I be lookin blue when I'm in a sky
Colors turned true of the homies goodbye'd
Pigments and hues were never my light
More into shades like black or the white
Sunnier days could never survive
Seasons has changed
The weather is cold
Truth is I'm jaded expecting what's owed
I could get faded on every occasion
But I'll end up leavin cause I'm probably bored
Turned up enough man I started at youth
15 was lit when I'm smokin at school
Gettin detention
A couple suspensions
I'm caught up in lessons but shit was still cool
Dumb little kid I had nothing to do
Robbin some stores for a bottle or 2
Hit up a dealer then skate with the crew
Roll up a blunt and then pass it on through
Head to a party and pick up some thotties
Well I wasn't prolly
A heavier dude
But I'ma be honest
I'm not even sorry
Cause I was just loyal to boo (Who?)

9 years to the dust
9 years had been rough
9 years lost trust
Cause I could never stay loved
Man I know I'm not enough
But doesn't mean break it up
My fault fuckin up
My fault you suck
Break off a chain
When you break up a heart
Get off my brain
I don't owe you a bar
But I've given you plenty
You're stuck on so many
Like what the fuck else does your ass fuckin want
Ignorin the pain like I usually do
Percocet poppin with 100 proof
Fuck all my options got nothin to prove
I just take off on rockets then land on a moon
Look at you bitch about covid and views
Conspiracy theories and government news
When no one just shuts up and watches the moon
Like look at him dance he's on top of the moon
Look at him dance he's on top of the moon (Look at him dance he's on top of the moon)

But people ignore it
They sleepin and snorin
Repeat it 4 times and they still won't look for it
I took out the trash
Put my heart into rap
But said fuck my whole craft
They just focused on chorus
This what the fuck I be doin it for
Some people who listen one day and get bored
Market my mentions to pay me a pension
But end up collecting a negative score
People for numbers who seek on peak
Lookin at charts like a hawk with no beak
Hungry as fuck like a culture of vultures
They hyped up and ready for somethin to eat
Bitin our styles takin all of our energy
Body and mind combined with an identity
I will be fine with a couple amenities
But is a stream gone be buying me anything