a song you shouldn't hear

I am so sorry for what you are about to hear

Well, I'm searching for a soul that's just as fucked up as my own
Someone to drag me down to levels that no one will condone
And I'll find myself a girl to buy me way too many drinks
Talk about the lives we lived before and never ever sink
Into the lies that we've been told about the things that we would feel
Someone to take away this broken heart like it's something meant to steal

And it's cold outside but we
Will roll the windows down
Speeding in my car
The music way too loud
Waking up the block
Cause we don't care at all

And I'm searching for a girl who knows exactly what it means
To blackout on top of one another with the record still spinning
And I still smell all the alcohol that stains up on her breath
Honey, take me to the hospital where I know where I can rest
We'll stay checked in there for the whole night, then bail in the morning
Then we'll laugh off all this tired pain till that will get boring

And I've got nothing to do
So why not add to that
With somebody new
Who doesn't seem to care
That my mind just sucks
But she don't give a fuck

Pretty words and little inside jokes that'll make a better man of me and
I'll never have a solid opinion of anyone in your family cause
I'll never see them, maybe once, maybe twice
We're not the folks they think we oughta be

And I'm searching for someone to get me even more messed up
I'm not talking about emotions but puts something in a cup
Getting tangled like the laces that will start to come undone
In the places twice before I really swore I knew someone
Or we'll go back to her room with pentagrams up on the wall
Put a movie on the screen and not pay attention at all

Cause I've not nowhere to be
So why not stay the night
Make your favorite tea
When I'm making coffee
Fuck everything that
Is not our pain at all