Walkin Thoughts Freestyle

If I say that I love you will you just say it back
If I say that I need a hug will you give it back
If you move like a soldier are you gone have my back
If they try to lock me up are you gone give a damn
I just need my paper no one ever lent a hand
Watching momma struggle with the rent
I just need a plan, but I know the block is hot
All those fiends gone need them grams
Let's just shout out to my grams
Around addiction and violence
Abuse and the silence
I sit in my room it's like I been writing verses in bibles
I trying to tell you that I'm breaking the cycle
I don't ever wanna sit in a cell
But I'm breaking all the rules tell me that ill prevail
If you seen inside my mind you would see that its hell
If you walked inside my shoes you would step on a nail
If you looked inside my eyes you could see that I'll kill
You could see that I'll kill Look
It never fails to tell em this ain't a sad story
Hit the block, make the guap, ain't do this for the glory
Sip the wock, hit the opp, lay in this purgatory
Waking up from nightmares 403 in the morning
Do you know the hunger pains, licking on the cellophane
Weighing up the bags of cane
I just need my money mane
They ain't never believe in the kid
I'm telling you the same

Eh yo fuck them teachers

No one understood the shit, I was dealing with at home
You see a happy family, mine is just a broken goal
All alone, I just had to go and get it on my own
Wish I could see my sisters but they been gone so long
I put the pistol to my head put one inside the dome
I'm waking up every day I don't wanna leave home
If I pop another pill will the feeling be gone
If I'm waking up tomorrow am I righting wrongs
Either way, I have to hit the block
Momma never had the guap
Father never round the spot
All the other dudes they ain't never even have a heart
Think I'm acting out, I just think that I'm playing my part

I been stuck inside the cycle for way too long
Too Long, Yeah
I been stuck inside the cycle for way too long
Too Long, Yeah

I wanna tell you past but I had to block it out
So much trauma you might have to pour the 40 out
I tote the 40 and bring homies when I'm going out
I hit the stage and I'm telling them all the story now
When it gets live I'm telling shorty baby hold it down
Cause if you don't they gonna throw a thousand years around
I don't wanna sit in the bin I'm just way too proud
I'm just way too proud
Surprised I'm alive, have the time of my life
Had to fight for my life, these cuts deep down inside
The doctors telling lies, they don't care if I die
It's mental suicide if they think ill abide
They had me popping pills, it always made me wonder
Dr. Frankenstein when I'm waking from this slumber
If I'm gonna live another day I feel this hunger
Nineties
I'm back to it