ONE OF...

If I can't break any shackles that I was molded from
My peace will keep me afloat I stow in the coldest front
Know the focus was slowing up
My brain won't hold enough pain
I'm staying devoted cause
When I spit it they know it's us
You truly stupid if you thinking that you know enough
Teething weaving through trauma that kept me stuck in a cobra clutch
Find it toughest to open up
Actually tend to loathe it cause
When my lowest is present
I'm always lonely and notice love
Is absent
I won't disclose it in these captions
Weigh the good with bad we was happy scavenging rations
In this fashion emphatic
I'm amassing the static
These couches covered in plastic
At auntie crib was a classic
Ball hog my hand on the rock and I never pass it
From a city where innocent niggas blasted
And mama be trying to scramble for coins to pay for the casket
Such is life and it's never how we had planned it

Homies asking me if I miss 'em after they switched
Nah
You played it right I just wish your progress was spent
Finding peace inside of yourself and not gaining off my expense
I know it's life and these feelings had came and went
But I'm hoping you don't pretend like we already made amends
I find it toughest forgiving, not to forget
Won't limit options to pick for some shit that I got to fix
Time to think of another plot for defense

Always taking the worst steps
I thought that love was beyond my reach when my first left
I fought it once I was trying to keep it, a hurt mess
I got some days where I'm always thinking I'm worth less
Guilt is the worst stress
And I'm not perfect
But I'm solid
Know I hurt my peoples in not attending a college
Feeling like I failed them whatever you wanna call it
Sometimes in knowing the ledge you stand on is knowledge
All my love for you kept it within a promise
Left my conscious for options
Knowing I'm only stalling
Messages and calling ignored when I'm feeling lost and it's
Never personal all in
With you my truth
Is enthralling you
And now we all in tune
Autumn view with a lot of crude
nonsense nonchalantly
Proving my point with bars and tunes
I'd give up everything just to feel like my heart was viewed
As more than just a part of my past darkness
For all of you

Homies asking me if I miss 'em after they switched
Nah
You played it right I just wish your progress was spent
Finding peace inside of yourself and not gaining off my expense
I know it's life and these feelings had came and went
But I'm hoping you don't pretend like we already made amends
I find it toughest forgiving, not to forget
Won't limit options to pick for some shit that I got to fix
Time to think of another plot for defense
Homies asking me if I miss 'em after they switched
Nah
You played it right I just wish your progress was spent
Finding peace inside of yourself and not gaining off my expense
I know it's life and these feelings had came and went
But I'm hoping you don't pretend like we already made amends
I find it toughest forgiving, not to forget
Won't limit options to pick for some shit that I got to fix
Time to think of another plot for defense

Gave it all I had I'm used to giving when I go
All this pressure in my chest is like cement around my soul
And I know it's for the best if I just leave this shit alone
Always feeling on my own I want a place to call my home
Gave it all I had I'm used to giving when I go
All this pressure in my chest is like cement around my soul
And I know it's for the best if I just leave this shit alone
Always feeling on my own I want a place to call my home



Credits
Writer(s): Jalil Drake
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