Mia's Last Smile

She was molested by her step-brother and ex
But never-less, she was depressed, mixed with anxiety, stress
She was the best, I miss her texts, she was the greatest of friends
I hate that it ended, but I was tempted by sex

2020's been a bless and a curse
Cause that's the year that we met and then we left that's the worse
We've known each for some months but it felt longer then that
I got attached, tried to let go, and it got stronger, in fact
I used to, talk about you to my people, like you the one that was evil
I can't believe I deceived you
Cause I then honestly needed you
You'll never know how much you have till it gone
And I would like to say the same phrase in this song
I'm gone

I saw her once, thought it was love in first sight
And then we started off as friends
And then we talked every night
Wasn't polite, was kinda rude, but that, I kinda liked
But that's the lack of self respect, and I'll regret that for life
She lied and said she had kid, but that's, her little sister
I asked why did you tell me this this?
She said she wanna true real friend without no lustful attractions
Cause every male friend she had
Ended up fucking her backwards
They see the butt, then get in love, but see
That stuff matter, I'll give you trust that's forever

Two family deaths, cheated by ex, attempted suicide
She done seen it all, with the truest eyes
Talked to her, all night, I was by her side
I was tryna do right
Tryna do right
I couldn't help it
I was selfless
Wanted to squeeze between her pelvis
She, she no, and I'm like bro
Deep inside my heart was melting
Then I lied and told my friends
It was her fault, why she blocked me
Just to cover up the scars
Just to say, that it's not me



Credits
Writer(s): Rasheen Golding
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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