Fighting My Demons

Yeah
Felt alone
Everybody was playing, man I got in the zone
It was hard but it turned me to a beast, yeah it turned me to a king all these niggas getting overthrown
I was tripping on some shit, I had to wrap it up
Ain't no time for that we out here trying to stack it up
Niggas hitting me with bro this, bro that then stab me in the back
Had to subtract them, wasn't adding up
Please don't hit about no type of party
Promise I prefer to serve this black Bacardi
If it's not some money, then we speaking hardly
This whole year I'm moving smartly
Shit gonna be black and white like my nigga Marty
I done learned my lesson bro that shit was costly
Had me so gone
Trusted all the wrong people for so long
Like fuck why can't you just uh
Keep it a brick
Don't lie to my face, I'm so tired of that shit
Not once did I do you wrong, gave you my trust over phone
And my life been on hold ever since
Having these thoughts in my head on a daily, I feel I might be overthinking a bit
Need some relief can you come over baby, can already tell that you feeling the kid

Say, uh, I hate it with a passion
Anytime she say she love me I'm like stop the capping
I got trust issues
Anytime that she not with me I'm assuming that some shit done happened
So I'm like, fuck it, I got to get my get back
Now she crying and I feel so bad and, now I'm laying in my bed and I'm just staring at the ceiling because I'm just trying to make some sense out of my recent actions
I remember when I thought my dawg had stole some money from me and I was about to make a scene cause I thought he was acting
I remember that day in the restaurant when I was eating, the lady was screaming, calling me Michael Jackson
That was cool and all but I ain't did that shit since I was eight so
Do that make me a has been?
Lately whenever it's late at night and it's just me, myself, and my thoughts
These are the questions that I'm usually asking
But I can't think on that too much, that shit will have you all down
And even though I'm in a rush, yeah I got to slow down
I'm moving vaguely
It's hard, but the struggle is what made me
If you only seen what I flipped from a fifty
A while ago I had met this girl she not from the city, and I can't even lie that coochie heaven sent
But she been out here playing tag, and I ain't chasing hoes
I'm trying to get to these millions, I'm steady chasing those
I'm steady chasing those oh

In this life your love is all that I need
Seeming like the rain just rain harder on me
And it can rain a lil bit harder as long as you right here by my side oh
I said in this life your love is all that I need
Seeming like the rain just rain harder on me
And it can rain a little bit harder
Ooh