Hivemind

I'm drowning

I'm drowning
Left to ride the waves of my own sorrow
No matter how hard I try
These currents keep dragging me down
Yet I still hear your siren song
Lure me back to shore, as if I deserve anymore

As if I deserve anymore
Watching everything I love drift away

Leave me here begging for security
While I scramble to rearrange the pieces of myself

I don't deserve this life riddled with self pity
Why can't I just conform to the hive mind
Why must I be cursed with this imbalance embedded in my head

I truly do mean it
I'd rather be dead
I'm not built to live with bliss
My purpose is to infect the ones I love
Leave me to die I'll only cause misfortune

I am the anchor that drags you down
Something's not right
These thoughts in my mind
They've ruined my life
I can finally say
I am not who I want to be

I'm drowning
Left to ride the waves of my own sorrow

I truly do mean it
I'd rather be dead (I truly do mean it)
I'm not built to live with bliss
I cannot live like this

I'd rather be dead
I'd rather be dead



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Writer(s): Will Patterson
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