E.T.'s Story

(I don't know where I'm going)
That there's a lot that I wanna do
(& I'm just living in the moment)
But it just kinda has to happen
I mean I just i gotta do it but
What's the rush?

Where have I gone
Where have I been
Came a long way

You don't even understand what goes on
You don't even know I'm trying to stay strong
Lately I been smoking so I lay low
But baby you don't get me I don't say nun
I think I should start speaking on my mind
I just think I should stop bitting my tongue
I think everybody do not give a fuck
But I do
I'm tired of making people happy
Maybe I should make myself happy
I wanna buy a crib and have a family
(I do)
Fuck.

But I don't think these people understand me
It's hard to get it when you're feeling antsy
And I know that I'm a "negative Nancy"
And I know that at time I times I don't even know
But I'm trying that's for sure
Trying that's for sure
You think I ain't trying but I'm trying on my own
You think that I'm dying but I'd rather die alone
Tell me what the fuck goes on & I don't even know

My Brodie keep on popping pills and yea I want him to stop
But yeah he never fucking listens ion want him die
And yea I wanna tell his momma but I know I cannot
Cause he will probably fucking hate me and I know he won't stop
But yeah
I fucking hate my fucking self
(I fucking do)
I swear I'm trying
(I ain't lying)
I never gave a fuck what anyone said
But yea I'm lying
(Yeah I'm lying)



Credits
Writer(s): Carlos Hernandez
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