Dreamin' Bigger

Hey
Tell you I'm getting tired of all this running round
Tired of all this running round

I tell you I'm getting tired of all this running round
Every time that I step out I'm looking over my shoulder
Yeah
I hate when my siblings see me with this pistol on me
So much sun light sitting inside 'em
I can see it glisten on 'em
Yeah
Don't shame me for dreaming bigger
The struggle knocked me out my frame
But it showed me the bigger picture
It's taking me some time to realize who I am
Been fighting for my mind just hope that I win

Working on myself
You asked how I've been
Been perfecting my craft
Locked in
When I'm on the road I tend to think about my folks
We ain't kicked it in a minute
Yeah I miss how we was close
Reminiscing how we used to be
Pallets all over my grandma floor
I remember yeah it was so sweet
Haa
Feel like I made a wrong turn
Path of destruction
I'm not sure how I got on this road
Huh yeah
How I'm posed to lead the way if I'm so lost
Trapped inside this maze of my own thoughts
Trying to heal my own trauma

I tell you I'm getting tired of all this running round
Every time that I step out I'm looking over my shoulder
Yeah
I hate when my siblings see me with this pistol on me
So much sun light sitting inside em
I can see it glisten on 'em
Yeah
Don't shame me for dreaming bigger
The struggle knocked me out my frame
But it showed me the bigger picture
It's taking me some time to realize who I am
Been fighting for my mind just hope that I win

When I had my back against the wall
It wasn't nobody I could call
They don't wanna see me win
They don't wanna see me score the ball
But I know if I win
They gone want me to run the play
And dish it off
He don't care if it's 4th and long his pride still ain't gone let em punt at all
Counted us out we went deluxe we went and made it happen
They love to talk but I never been touched
They say I did they capping
To tell the truth we probably the reason most these niggas rapping
To tell the truth I been through pain
Thought I was moving backwards
It's sad to say I ain't been to see my daddy headstone
I still walk through the alley ways we played, shed tears, and bleed on
I still a go pick pecans from out the trees grandma pulled switches from
I still a go ask grandma for some to eat I know I'm good for some
Say if you know like I know
Then we both know that it's getting hard to love
Say if you know like I know
Then we both know that it's getting hard to trust
Say if you know like I know
Then you getting tired of all the running round
Watching over yo shoulder
One in the head whenever you ride around

I tell you I'm getting tired of all this running round
Every time that I step out I'm looking over my shoulder
Yeah
I hate when my siblings see me with this pistol on me
So much sun light sitting inside em
I can see it glisten on em
Yeah
Don't shame me for dreaming bigger
The struggle knocked me out my frame
But it showed me the bigger picture
It's taking me some time to realize who I am
Been fighting for my mind just hope that I win



Credits
Writer(s): Carmen Smith
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