THE Realest Gospel

If they take you out of here you be my guardian Angel
I never show it but them losses painful
The way I'm living got my heart on strangle
He took a bullet couldn't dodge Durango
You got to do it for your fallen soldiers
Don't want to feel it I can not stay sober
My heart is pure I got to watch for cobras
Won't give my all to you cause' I don't know ya'

Shit I had hard days but I guess everybody did
Had dreams of getting money ever since I was a kid
It was hard seeing niggas with shit that I couldn't get
Still the same never changed I'm just giving my two cent
And Lord knows I know I sin I'm trying to repent
And I'm a product of where I came from I just can't forget
And I don't tolerate that kind of living that's just what we did
Ain't have nothing else I call my twin a Ferris wheel he love to spin
Yes I do pain talk
And I can't stop cause this shit in me
But shit I'm blessed if I see 22 I know niggas who didn't
And shit I'm known to keep it a hundred stay from round me you be 50
Won't post your brother but post Baby niggas fans just like a ceiling
And I can't take this way of living I been praying it get easier
Apologies to all my brothers ain't been seeing you
But I been fighting all these battles on my Dolo'
Where I'm from they known to keep them sticks in bags just like a Hobo

I keep my head down and keep a poker face
I don't want that bitch cause she ain't with me I could never chase
I'm confused ain't run track but my mind be on a race
Where I'm from you play your cards right you better keep your ace
It don't make sense that we was broke cause all my thoughts expensive
I can't forget how niggas did me but guess I'll forgive them
Momma say got to let that go can't keep that on your mental
I guess she know it got me sour like a dill pickle

It rain like water on this side but this a real pistol
I found that out because them bullets that hit my brother was real
I had to lock in at that moment when my brother got killed
And you'll think everything ok if you don't know me for real
And I'm just talking this shit so I can clear my mind
All this shit already happened I can't press rewind
And I'm a get out of this mode it's just gon' take a minute
Can't judge no book by it's cover know it sound silly
Cause everybody got they problems can't compare them to nobody
If you think that nigga quiet he probably searching for somebody
Oh he trying to find his self
Probably done lost somebody
Nowadays it's BBL but women still catch real bodies
Got to be safe where you from niggas hating in your region I'm leaving
I'm trying to elevate I'm not trying to get even
No I'm not trying to get even
I talk to God cause I know I'm fighting demons