save me, i think i'm drowning.

Father forgive me
I been suicidal
I think finally got to me
The ones that pray for my demise
And toss curses abundantly
I woke up feeling alone
The Chinese word for nature
自然
Means that which happens of itself

Wake up and pray for my enemies
Try to make peace with my opps
I don't got no one protecting me
So I gotta give the same energy
Most of my niggas is dead to me
But it don't feel like a loss
I ask my momma to pray for me
She told me God will always make a way for me
This is a message to everybody who is close to me
I need a remedy
It gets pretty difficult tryna hold it in
I think I need me some therapy
Each time I do what I do
I ease the pain and try to leave me a legacy
As I put my blues in music
Hoping someone out there finna relate to me
I'm outchea panicking
Give me a plan again
Fake smile
Tryna turn it to happiness
Friends turn their back again
Girlfriend is mad again
Fake love
Send it back man again
My life is standing still
Feel like a manikin
Give me loyalty cause love really ain't cutting it

How are you feeling?

Feeling low
Most my life looks kinda meaningless
No day can go
Without my mind asking questions like
Will I stay broke
Do your bros got your back or are you in this alone
Delusional
Most of the time I'm
Feeling low
And half my life been kinda meaningless
No day can go
Without my mind asking questions that I don't even know
Save me, I think i'm drowning
Drowning

Oh Lord won't you please come and save us
Oh Lord won't you please come and save...

Tryna paint a bigger picture
I don't write verses
I jot scriptures about my blues
My ex ain't been the same since she left me
She gone rogue
And I ain't been the same since she left me
My heart is bruised
I wasn't born toxic
Pain shaped my character now it's doomed
Hah
I done been through pain
I stay true
Pray that you save me
Think i'm drowning in a pool
Pray you show some mercy
I deserve a chance too
I'm willing to change
I been acting like a fool
Yeah, yeah
I done been through pain
I stay true
Pray that you save me
Tink i'm drowning in a pool
Pray you show some mercy
I deserve a chance too
Put it all on God
Could give a fuck what satan do

Feeling low
Most my life looks kinda meaningless
No day can go
Without my mind asking questions like
Will I stay broke
Do your bros got your back or are you in this alone
Delusional
Most of the time I'm
Feeling low
And half my life been kinda meaningless
No day can go
Without my mind asking questions that I don't even know
Save me, I think i'm drowning
Drowning



Credits
Writer(s): Papi Mazibuko
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