Sugar Rush (Studio Only)

I guess I forgot
That's the fourth time this week
How stupid am I
I can't even keep myself alive
You've had to remind me
To check up on myself
Somehow I always forget
And that's bad for my health

I'm going insane
Keeping track of the units
It's screwing my brain
More than I'd like to admit
Every step I take forward
Is two more steps backward
This sugar rush I am feeling
Could end in disaster

Listening to the click (click, click)
And hoping it won't hurt
Indescribably anxious
when I hear the alert
Like a punch in the face
Feeling this isn't easy
I'm not feeling so well
This is making me crazy

I'm going insane
Keeping track of the units
It's screwing my brain
More than I'd like to admit
Every step I take forward
Is two more steps backward
This sugar rush I am feeling
Could end in disaster

I don't know where I am
Or what's going on
With this feeling of wishing
That I was gone
My vision is blurry
And everyone's panicked
Don't know why I hear sirens
Or why they're saying "now" "quick"
This is all pretty bad
don't know why this is happening
Let's hope this isn't goodbye
And that I will stop puking

Now I'm wishing that I
Had kept track of the units
It would have been smart
To tell someone about this
I can feel myself go
As if I'm getting plastered
This sugar rush I've been feeling
Ended up in disaster