The Drug

You're the drug that I can't let go

You're the point where the dream became a nightmare
You're the hell in the depths of my heaven
I found you on this road to reach the top of this mountain
Will I make it home? Oh, your grips catatonic

Beauty's distraction, an addict at play
You draw in your victims with your copious games
This magical love is your false satisfaction
But it's not love at all, it's just a sick sad habit

You're the drug that I can't let go
You're the reason I can't go home
At the end of this road is a love I could know
But you're the drug that I can't let go

What was magical needs a miracle to save the damned
Cause' we're all just a pawn in your master plan
to take any hit from the ones who risk to love
All I have left for you is disgust

A twin flame? Your sick game
My souls disappointment
I lost what was real
I lost my reflection

You point your finger just to deflect your shame ridden soul
You scoff and laugh but you're the joke

You're the drug that I can't let go
You're the reason I can't go home
At the end of this road is a love I could know
But you're the drug that I can't let go

You're the poison inside my soul
But I'm the reason you'll never know
Cause' I cut your supply
And I'll save my goodbyes
Oh I don't want to but I have to let you go

Then I bargain with reality
To take back what you took from me
And I'll sacrifice the intoxicating fantasy

I was your superficial high
You were the love of my life
I thought you'd keep you're promises
But I'm just the drug you tossed aside

I never thought that I could hate
Till I never saw your face again
Cause' you're a coward and thief
"Sorry" will never replace your masquerade
You're just a fake

Now I'm the drug that you can't let go
I'm the reason you can't go home
At the end of this road is a love you could know
But Im the drug that you can't let go

I'm the poison inside you're soul
And the truth is you're all alone
So I'll cut your supply
Throw away my goodbyes
I don't want to but I have to let you go

Sometimes love is patient
Sometimes love is kind
And sometimes loves the distance between your shadow and mine
My weapon is forgiveness
Forgiveness is the knife
Forgiveness is what lacerates my love from your lie

So I'll burry our love
And embrace the unknown
As I'm finally finding my way back home