i think i've done enough

All these drugs and new collections fill the void I've always kept here for you
(For you)
And I pretend that I don't care now, but deep down I'm afraid I might lose you
(Lose you, lose you yeah)
What goes up when the rain comes down?
I can't even look at you now
I let the waves consume my fears

These halls still mouth all of the last words that you said
(You said, you said, you said)
These nights I find it hard to get out of my, bed
And when I'm up I start to pace, I feel my heart begin to race
I fear that I won't make it through this time
(This time)
So I run and grab the keys and the note I hid with ease
And hope my will and I will meet by daytime
(Daytime)
The face I show I don't recognize
How could anyone say I'm fine?
Maybe it's just me...

And I'm sorry now
Have I let you down

And I'm sorry now
I guess I'll always let me down

And I'm sorry now
(Look away, I won't take you with me now)
Have I let you down?
(I'm afraid I might've let my true self drown)
And I'm sorry now
(You said to stop it, don't apologize for anything)
Have I let you down?
(Do I count as anything? Does this count?)