YouReallyAreSoAnnoying. (Pray4Me)

Cant seem to find the meaning
Stay dreaming
Scheming
The SchemaPosse scattered for seasons
Never made a Peep, he remained seamless
On the surface
His appearance was cold, calm and collected
Dejected
Wieldin weapons to teach whatever lessons
The sensei left senseless,
From him he disconnected
Defected from the only people he ever knew
The mildew grew
On that hillside view, he recalled his past excursions
The green pasture littered with dew, he's always know that he was divergent
To die searching, seeping into his desires like that which was aforementioned
Pensive
Ruminating, always running by the same questions
Second guessing
Destined for dereliction, foretold by his teachers prior
Ascending to that which is higher

Pariah
Mariah
Cant seem to carry himself any longer, there's never been that fire
From deep within
Slept with sin
Res-in
Secreting from the skin
Illuminated to him by the ones he called kin
Tears shed from the pupils within a whim
Since a pupil, he was always prone to injuring
In a min, he'd always tell his master before skin was ripped
Midriff like a weak guitar lick
How hard is it to get a grip
Grabbed himself by the neck and nicked himself with the whip
Skip the skiff, snuck onto a galleon
Sought out Albion
Only to enter an era faux halcyon
To his foes, he remains the unconquered champion