Default

And just like that, in the blink of an eye
Days, months and years have been and gone
I look back on all the opportunities I've had and then lost
I know I should be grateful for all the things I've experienced
But they're bitter-sweet victories that seem to be meaningless

Nothing has changed, I've just aged
I watch as my life goes to waste

Depression is my default
Silver linings are nothing but just false hope
There's comfort in not caring
I can't be hurt if I can't feel anything
Decades of daydreaming
But always exhausted by never achieving
Am I naive or ignorant
Hard to tell when I've never known any different

None of this is real, it's all just noise, it's burning my ears
We tell ourselves it'll all work out just to numb the fear
But I'm afraid of the consequences of missing out
I thought by now I'd have all I want, but instead, I'm full of doubt

Nothing has changed, I've just aged
I watch as my life goes to waste

Depression is my default
Silver linings are nothing but just false hope
There's comfort in not caring
I can't be hurt if I can't feel anything
Decades of daydreaming
But always exhausted by never achieving
Am I naive or ignorant
Hard to tell when I've never known any different

Depression is my default
Silver linings are nothing but just false hope
There's comfort in not caring
I can't be hurt if I can't feel anything
Decades of daydreaming
But always exhausted by never achieving
Am I naive or ignorant
Hard to tell when I've never known any different



Credits
Writer(s): Meyrick De La Fuente, Megan Alice Targett, Willem Mason-geraghty, Jay Bacon
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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