Anxiety Filled Swimming Pool (12'' Extended Version)

I feel like its been this way since preschool
I like I can't trust nobody
I like people nowadays are see through
And everybody's got a carbon copy
They say all this pressure makes a diamond
But even diamonds need to take some time
And I'm just tryna live life at a high end
But they don't give me a chance to shine

There like "what's is your purpose?"
And "Is it all worth it?"
Wish I could see exactly when this ends
Stuck in repetitive motion
They say "how's it going?"
All I can do is just smile and pretend

I've been swimming in a pool filled with anxiety
No wonder why it feels like everybody's trying me
They watching every move I make, they keep on eying me
Cuz' trust me, this is not the person that I'm tryna be
I keep on looking to the sky when I feel hope is lost
My medication only does so much when it wears off
Not tryna deal with all this stress, no I'm not tryna leave
Guess I'll be floating in my pool filled with anxiety
Filled with anxiety, Ohh

Ok
Green band, green band, green band (green band)
Deep end, deep end, deep end (deep end)
I've been in this pool my whole life
They give these pats on back
But to be honest I can't
With certain people stating I'll be "alright"
Mental piggy bank missing quarters
I've got this nervous disorder
Overthinking all these thoughts in my head
Ha!
Yeah!
On a floatie, and still reclining
Been talking to Father Time and he said "stressin' been your biggest regret"
Ha!

There like "what's is your purpose?"
And "Is it all worth it?"
Wish I could see exactly when this ends
Stuck in repetitive motion
They say "how's it going?"
All I can do is just smile and pretend

I've been swimming in a pool filled with anxiety
No wonder why it feels like everybody's trying me
They watching every move I make, they keep on eying me
Cuz' trust me, this is not the person that I'm tryna be
I keep on looking to the sky when I feel hope is lost
My medication only does so much when it wears off
Not tryna deal with all this stress, no I'm not tryna leave
Guess I'll be floating in my pool filled with anxiety
Filled with anxiety, Ohh

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Background
Help me out, help me out like
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