Heavy Soul (feat. Van Rich)

Yeah
I mean G you know it's been heavy on my heart lately man like
I really ain't really got over this man like
Shit killing me bruh
Heavy on my mind everyday
But see
People ain't gone never understand bruh what you meant to me
What you meant to a lot of people ya know
They say talk about it imma try but you know
You can't really trust too many people with yo' pain
And what you going through
Some people try to use it against you
But it's fuck em' this time
This for you G
Let's go

They say I need to let it go
Tell me how I'm s'pose to let it go
All this pain gotta let it show
Kind of hard not to let it show
A heavy heart and a heavy soul
Another day another heavy load
If you love me need to let me know
Can't wait on tomorrow because we never know

Can't hide the pain when it's real
Isolate myself from people
You don't feel how I feel
This shit got my heart vacuum sealed
G was the strongest in the crew
How in the fuck he ain't live?
Ink bleeding on this paper with the tears I cry
And all y'all do is ask me how did he die?
Since you been gone been having more conversations with God
Like what to do when I'm against all odds
I'm solo when I ride
Anti social with the public what you expect me to say?
Want revenge behind my dawg but you expect me to pray
Can't even fake it on the scene like everything's ok
Imagine burying yo' day one on yo' birthday
Dammit nigga I'm traumatized
Six months before that yo' moms died
Guess that what it means when Prince said when them doves cry
Talk everyday nowadays got my phone dry
They tell me let it go but I can't
I ain't gon try this pain real

They say I need to let it go
Tell me how I'm s'pose to let it go
All this pain gotta let it show
Kind of hard not to let it show
A heavy heart and a heavy soul
Another day another heavy load
If you love me need to let me know
Can't wait on tomorrow because we never know

Hesitate when they say let yo' mind free
Can't trust everybody with yo' pain know how times be
And naw I can't forget ya everywhere it reminds me
Keep it solid had my back
Now I'm lost who behind me?
It's nobody
But I know you up there looking down on me
Scarface on repeat and I'm hoping you smile on me
Still go to the bar like the first round on me
But I'm sitting here alone like I miss my homie
Yeah
Head to the sky cause you above me nigga
No regrets I told you everyday I love you nigga
A heavy heart and a heavy soul
I'm walking round with heavy thoughts now that's a heavy load
All this weight up on my mind feel like a heavy cold
And when the one you trust gone
How can you let it go?
Somebody let me know
But then again let me be
Only thing it really taught me it's a heaven for a G
It's a heaven for a G
It's a heaven for a G
Yeah
I just hope when my day come
There's a heaven for a me

Long live MAF
Made always forever
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