Most of My Scars (feat. Otu)

Lost in life don't know who to be
Daily grind was not for me
Joined up, headed overseas
Time to fight our enemies

Sent me very far away
Life and death every single day
Banded together in every way
Who's ticket will get punched today

Roadside bombs and IEDs
Bullets flying right at me
Hardly a scratch anyone can see
The major wounds are inside of me

Cuz Most my scars are on the inside
All of the pain I always denied
Buried under my foolish pride
So many times I almost died

That was the day I lost my friend
I stayed with him until the end
A folded flag is all they will send
Shouldn't have bothered to pretend.

Now I'm back in my home town
Feeling like I'm gonna drown
Came back with the disease
PTSD is a part of me

Most of my scars are on the inside
Too much pain I can never survive
My mind is stuck in overdrive
Won't be long till I end this ride

I saw the things you should never see
The memories always haunting me
Nightmares and flashbacks consume my dreams
Cannot silence the incessant screams

They gave me drugs, they gave me meds
Never fixed what's in my head
Too many things I can never forget
So many things I'll always regret

Cuz most of my scars are on the inside
Drugs and booze take me over the bend
I lost m-my family and friends
I just want the pain to end

About to say last goodbyes
Can only imagine all the cries
Finally Free from all the lies
Can finally drop this happy disguise

I probably could have beat it
If I got the help that I needed
Well I guess we'll never know
I have nothing left it's time to go

Cuz most of my scars were on the inside
Were on the inside
Were on the inside
Cuz most of my scars
Yeah most of my scars
Were on the inside
On the inside



Credits
Writer(s): Bill Murray
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