Trauma Response

Trynna roll wit the flow
N just let things go
But it's hard for me to do that
Wit them demons at my door
Think my soul was on froze
All concealed up in a tomb
Mummified wrapped up
To keep nurturin' all my wounds
Agh

Man I got hella fuckin' trauma
Trust issues
Insecurities
The list goes on N on bruh
I be givin' whole spheels
For a simple ass appeal
N that's called justification
To assure that shits real
But in the end
Them trauma responses slowly reveal
The reason of yo' personality
N characters deal
The reasons why you prolly
Chemically imbalanced to feel
Challenged to heal
Trynna move mountains
While stayin' grounded
N I'm just now gettin' air
Now thinkin' clear
Called my poetic neurons back to me
N I'm announcin' it here
Done drownin' in fear
Took the Mask Off
White boi got an album to share
I'm now livin', dear
No more
Wilin' dispare
Or vial affairs
Lead in the barrel N chrome to my ear
Gon' win or lose a ticket
To never go back home
But disappear
Outta here
Agh
Yuh
Always let'cha light shine (light shine)
Gon' N keep that shit bright (shit bright)
Trynna stay up in the right mind (right mind) err'daaay
N mo'fuckin' night (fuckin night)
Man hell nah
I ain't waistin' no time (no time)
Shits an illusion aaaight (aaaight)
Wakey wakey
I done cracked my 3rd eye (3rd eye)
Ooopen
N now I got Sight (got sight)

Trynna roll wit the flow
N just let things go
But it's hard for me to do that
Wit them demons at my door
Think my soul was on froze
All concealed up in a tomb
Mummified wrapped up
To keep nurturin' all my wounds
Agh

It's like I take a step ahead
Then go N get knocked back 3
Trynna keep a leveled head
N remain humble as can be
Focused husslin' to manifest
Makin' bread on a beat
Layin' low when makin' moves
N neva lackin' wit'out no heat
Under pressure
Keep my cool
Say that again
Can you repeat?
Neva learned shit in school
Prolly cuz my A.D.D
Got my heart broke young as a fool
N fell in love
Stupidity
Now it's like I'm a broken tool
N ain't no good use for me
Always confused to what my woman sees
When I'm lookin' up in the mirror
Sometimes I'm starin' back at disbelief
But clearly her visions clean
I'm slowly Workin'
Girthin'
N Sealin' my broken Seams
Revealin' the villain
N slowly killin' egoic things
Fully focused N sane
Mixin' the Psilocybin potion N drink
Turn all commotion to peace
Poetic devotion release
Agh
True words spoke from a king
Demons always trynna revoke me
From my Throne but I Reign
I'm just waitin' to go home
While stuck in this game
Constantly struck from my pain
No givin' up
I ain't playin'
Tuff N deranged
Middle finga flipped up for all of em' hatin'
Boi
You illiterate ain't'cha'?
Don't make me lose my patience
N tell you again
Cuz I ain't
Repeatin' my statement
Or actions I've made since
Climbin' out the mud
N strivin' for greatness
Yuh
Abstract Poetry
Up on this thang
Bitch



Credits
Writer(s): Dakota Smith, Fernando Segura
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