Digging water (Ativan panik)

Forgot to swim a month ago I'm sinking deeper in the pool
See it coming miles away but keeping face I play the fool
I'm still panicked off the ativan I'm tryna play it cool
I just play my part you posers failed the audition

Fingers fumble up my words and smoke fills up my vision
Split it down the middle like it's nuclear fission
Want one in the back of the head make it painless
Three years in wandering around like I'm aimless
Riding high off just the ego that I came with
Wait till they owe you money buddy I swear that's a real switch
Heart rate off my medication that could cure a fucking deathwish
Woke up late but two drinks in and I'll be passed out in a ditch
You'll never be fulfilled if you're just waiting to get rich
Digging water you dig sand for castles that are gonna fall
Made to order one of one you bought your outfit at the mall
This is sober watch my eyes since you can never tell at all
Never accept your flaws I'll stand over because I'm tall

Not been much to do lately I'm just drowning in my pool
See it coming miles away but keeping face I play the fool
I'm still panicked off three ativan intrusion wins the duel
Can't roll up no weed and I can't hold my fucking liquor
Ate a vyvanse and an acid tab for dinner
I still don't miss her
I just move on to the next and then forget it like last winter
Forgot to swim a month ago I'm sinking deeper in the pool



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Writer(s): Desmond Shaw
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