okay, not okay

Feelings
In my feelings
It's just me and it's my weakness
I'm feeling great

If you ask me, I'll be happy
But actually, it hurts to say

I'm not okay fear came home and anxiety
They'd love to stay even though I tried to make them go away

So I've been going out
Holding in a breath that I won't let out
So I push it down low low low

Til my hands grow cold and my throat gets sore
Drinking champagne I'll pretend to like to be ignored

I'm alone like you in a crowded room
When did everybody lie and say they're
Okay too

Sleepin
I've been sleeping, I'm concealing
It's a secret I'm not okay

But I'll wake up, do my make up
And I'll make up a new escape

I'm not okay fear came home and anxiety
They'd love to stay even though I tried to make them go away

So I've been going out
Holding in a breath that I won't let out
So I push it down low low low

Til my hands grow cold and my throat gets sore
Drinking champagne I'll pretend to like to be ignored

I'm alone like you in a crowded room
When did everybody lie and say they're
Okay too

I just wish somebody would be honest with me
Honestly it all seems fake, it's getting late

I've practiced my apology for all the reasons that I cannot
Seem to stay, but if I stay

I just wish somebody would be honest with me
Honestly it all seems fake, it's getting late

I've practiced my apology for all the reasons that I cannot
Seem to stay, but if I stay

Til my hands grow cold and my throat gets sore
Drinking champagne I'll pretend to like to be ignored

I'm alone like you in a crowded room
When did everybody lie and say they're
Okay too