Baseline

I can't help it, when this feeling just comes in rush
And I know just how much further we could have gone
I'm not saying how we should have just stayed as one
But I know it's draining when you are stuck alone

I've been sippin' on this rotgut, wouldn't catch me with the henny
Count the ones and store the pennies till the bag is looking heavy
Mirroring your actions, say my name like bloody Mary
Thinking bout' what could be next, giving no chances to be carried
Pressing my sly hopes, wonder from where you really stem
Eyes too caught up, got me asking where you've really been
Lady faking feelings like I heard it from the grapevine
You've always caught my vision since I started from the baseline

I can't help it, when this feeling just comes in rush
And I know just how much further we could have gone
I'm not saying how we should have just stayed as one
But I know it's draining when you are stuck alone

Yup yup yup
Trynna' get rid of this feeling that's called love love love
But I'm stuck up on this plummet, shit is tough tough tough
In the end, I end up runnin'
I've been feeling really down some
Melancholy spirit, as I try to get more ounce of you
Switching up my gears and change my path
I'm steering to the left and I'm never gon' double back
We ain't cordial, the last time I had seen you was your dorsal
Explicit little moments, after that you wanted more though
So did I, I didn't believe our love was tainted
Relationship was the canvas, the pain is how we painted
Scar and bruises on us but the blood ain't on our faces
Friends with only interest, yeah that was our only basis
Hazardous until the end but cautious at the start
We'll be together again till death do us apart

I can't help it, when this feeling just comes in rush
And I know just how much further we could have gone
I'm not saying how we should have just stayed as one
But I know it's draining when you are stuck alone

Days blending together, I haven't felt my own face
I can't sleep, I'm trynna' find a place for me to stay safe
Head always in space, craving the feeling to be embraced
I'm losing all this dead weight, I got up and woke up late
I'm driving after dark with no set location in mind
Passing sign after sign got me passing through these hard times
But then in a bit, I see some flashing lights right behind
I need to hide all I got, I ain't committing any known crimes
A cop comes up to the window asking for registration
I gotta find an explanation of this situation
Praying that this was just playing in my imagination
He pulls a gun and points to my head and he starts saying
This is it, your run is over, you're done
I'm bringing closure to your life, It's gone
A constant cycle of regret is what you on
Told the truth as he fired his gu-