I Dont Wanna Be Here

I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be near this earth
What did I do to deserve
Getting my feelings hurt?
I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be near this earth
When you're not here by my side
I swear I'm losing my mind

Can you tell me how to move on?
Can you show me how to be strong?
Each second feel way too long without you
You're the only place I belonged
Now I don't where to run
Why does everything feel so wrong without you?

No matter what I do I always seem to make things worse
How come I always end up last when I put you first?
I thought love was a blessing, but now I know it's a curse
'Cause I healed your heart and you broke mine in return
And even after you treated me this way
I still can't make it go away
'Cause I fell too hard, but you didn't fall from the start

I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be near this earth
What did I do to deserve
Getting my feelings hurt?
I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be near this earth
When you're not here by my side
I swear I'm losing my mind

I don't wan' be conscious no longer
Sippin' the Henny to down all my sorrows
I don't even wanna think 'bout tomorrow
I know I prolly shouldn't finish the bottle (fuck)
Now I'm just going insane
Henny is taking control of my brain
I'm sending drunk texts that I can't explain
'Cause I need to kill all the pain, yeah
I need to kill all pain that you caused

I hit the blunt to go swervin' and pause
There's no escaping when you feel this lost
Time doesn't heal when its covered in frost
Now I wish that you were never mine
Wish that I could be alright
You're the reason that I

I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be near this earth
What did I do to deserve
Getting my feelings hurt?
I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be near this earth
When you're not here by my side
I swear I'm losing my mind



Credits
Writer(s): Daniel Nakhjavanpour, Nicolai Frederik Lytton
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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