Preface

Look at where we're from
Look at where we're at
Look at where we're going
Looking at our past
I had to use the future to get out of all of that, damn
Look at what you up to, you and I
We had all our vices, we don't take advices
No, no, no... yeah

I told you I need, I need to find my own way
You say, "it'll get you so far"
Now you're calling me up
You're needing me, needing me, you're needing me

It's been what? About 9 months since you've left?
How many have you been with?
How many numbers have you got away with?
How many hearts are you breaking?

Is it my business? Or is it my fault?
Do I have to think? Think about it all?
No, no, yeah, yeah

My thoughts are plagued of what could've been
But, I gotta stop overthinking this- ugh
It's my fault, yeah I gotta move on
Gotta learn to forgive myself for all the wrongs I've done
Then maybe I can forgive ya, maybe I will still choose ya, no

I've been caught in this loop witchu
I don't know what Imma do withoutcha
But, I just know where you go, I go
I mean, wherever I go, you go

I mean, is that possessive? Is that manipulative?
Is that taking control? The show of "true man"?
Oh my God, I'm caught up in your inception again
I thought I was 'lone, thought I was gone
Thought I was leaving, thought I was done
Thought I was flying, thought I was one, lemme start trying
God damn, look at me hitting the flow
Look at me sinning again, God damn
Oh my God, what is this? Who am I? What am I? Why am I?
Suicide no no, I can't go back
Therapy, in my eyes all I got, all I want
All I need is you by my side
No, no gotta think differently
Gotta find, new past, new truth, new me, new boo
No no, no moves, no news, no news!
(Girl please) just do, just do what you do, you do, you do
I just wanna see your truth and you be happy
Look at me! I'm getting better!
My days are eternal, that sun is shining
Mind spotless, I'm flying