Talking To The Mirror

You feel the pain in your heart
You see a path but it's dark
Meanwhile you're falling apart
Emotions off of the charts
You turn your pain into art
But tell me, where does it start?
You wanna fix but its hard
Would rather sit in your yard
I see the fear in your eyes
Demon was not your design
You wanna get out of life
With either a blade or a high
You feel the anger inside
Just wanna mindlessly fight
Wether you're wrong or you're right
There's not a care in your mind
You let evil thoughts invade
You tell yourself that they fake
Just know you have no escape
You're stuck with us till you break
You don't give and you just take
You're always shifting the blame
But whos really responsible for the ways that you changed?
You say you changed for the better
Use your illness as a weapon
Destroy what's in your direction
Without an ounce of discretion
I spent so long in this place
Like I belong in this place
You can't expect me to say
That im not loving the change
Nowadays, i dont give a fuck
Im only caring 'bout us
No im not fucking with love
Now it's just me and my drugs
That bitch will tell me im cold
And yeah, she's probably right
I had to deal with the snow
To get myself to the light
And now, I don't even know
If what I'm feeling is right
I hope my story gets told
So they can learn from my fights