Equal Dirt

(Stephan Spazzin)

Whole month straight, I was getting high, you had left me at my lowest
I wasn't ready for no kid then, happy that you got abortion
You doing makeup on the same ho I was sneaking on you with
I'm dapping up the same n- you was creeping on me with

And we thought we got past that
You told me that was our last time
I thought you got past that, your actions giving Matt Ryan
I seen you got a new man and a lil' one on the way too
I remember not having no car, but for you, I'm on the way through

Hate that happened to you
I shed a tear when they said your n- k- you, so many memories
I go to our Facebook just to look at our old messages
I was out in Houston, I went to readin' our old texts

I'm not being insecure, I just know that I'm on your brother
You the first lady I ever took serious and I'm far from being a buster
I'm not a fool, go tie your shoes, we not a couple
Goin' in your purse, you f- around and dropped a rubber
"Who this for?" 'Cause you my b- and we be f- raw, every time
"B-, who this for?"
Like, b-, stop playing before I, never mind

If lovin' you is wrong, I don't wanna be right
If being right means being without you, I'd rather live a wrong doing life
Rylo, she gon' leave you if you go back broke today
Rylo, she gon' leave you if you go back broke today
Long as I got you by my side, then they can talk bout what they wanna
And I don't even care what them other people say

I remember them and now I'm solo, hit his h-, now they ain't friends
In the can gone for so long, he went to trial, but they ain't win
She gotta pull up on me, long live Trouble, I ain't staying over
I don't give a f- where we at, Ben Simmons, I ain't playin nowhere

Can't believe you told, yeah, my dog said he can
Even though we stand-up n-, that don't mean go take the stand
New two-door coupe, sledgehammer, crushed diamonds
Got the driver waiting for ya at baggage claim when you fly in

I'm doin' this rap sh- here for us, for all us
You a reflection of me so whatever you do, they gon' blame me for it
You endured the fake - when you report
Fully auto, he died in a shootout even though he started it

"Rylo ain't go no motion, he flexin' Baby money like P artist"
Why the f- you try to play me like a decoy?
Why the f- you ain't tell me what time your plane was finna depart?
Nah, for real, you need to stop it, yeah, I'on't like being toxic

If lovin' you is wrong, I don't wanna be right
If being right means being without you, I'd rather live a wrong doing life
Rylo, she gon' leave you if you go back broke today
Rylo, she gon' leave you if you go back broke today
Long as I got you by my side, then they can talk bout what they wanna
And I don't even care what them other people say

I don't wanna be right
If being right means being without you
I'd rather live a wrong doing life
Your mama and daddy say it's a shame
It's a downright disgrace
But long as I got you by my side
I don't care what your people say