Never Lose

I never lose, know a couple dudes very confused
Smiling on the outside but inside its the blues
Struggling thru, anxiety, depression it's true
But you would never know it, cause they always joking with you
Started scoping view, clearly seeing they ways
Noticed cues and clues, there was nothing to say
Every time I bring it up they'd say I'm bugging huh
Always tried to brush it off like it was nothing huh
Told em they was frontin, now it's too late and I feel at fault
Like I should've done more as a friend to show support
Now every single two eleven you stay in my thoughts
Cause that's when I started seeing the reports, now you dead and gone

Still I, never lose lose lose
Never lose lose lose
Never lose lose lose

Cause I've been thru depression, stressing fighting deep inside
And I been missing blessings contemplating suicide
Still every days a lesson, I'm just learning bout my pride
While focusing on things to keep me trying to stay alive. Stay alive, live, live

Yea, yo I never lose, know a younger girl lost in the world
Plus she got a little prince without the diamonds and pearls
Baby daddy in and outta jail, running the streets
Never paying child support, flashing cash on IG
She got a only fans to balance out her low self esteem
And read the comments every day how's she's a beautiful queen
So in her head, she believing everything that she reads
No longer focused on the truth, it's like she's living a dream
Her son stays with her momma, she just drop em of daily
And what's crazy is most don't even know she got her a baby
Popping pills to leave reality, in fact
All them drugs got her feeling trapped
But she don't get it and she never will, dazed n confused
An example of a mindset, broke and abused
Sadly it's true, some in it and they don't even know
Real life sitcom, we binge watching the show. Still I

Will never lose lose lose
Never lose lose lose
Never lose lose lose

Cause I've been thru depression, stressing fighting deep inside
And I've been missing blessings contemplating suicide
Still every days a lesson, I'm just learning bout my pride
While focusing on things to keep me trying to stay alive, stay alive, live, live

Cause I will never lose
No matter what you do, ooo, ooo
Said I will never lose

Cause I've been thru depression, stressing fighting deep inside
And I've been missing blessings contemplating suicide
Still every days a lesson, I'm just learning bout my pride
While focusing on things to keep me trying to stay alive, stay alive, live, live



Credits
Writer(s): Wes Heyward
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