Is It Easier

Is it easier when they hurt you first
Telling you they're not what you deserve
That they'll never be good enough for you
And leave you crying in the living room, in the living room
Cause it kills me doing that to someone who never did wrong
And I cant live with the fact that I'm the one
Who's causing all their pain, their pain
So tell me which is easier

Hating someone else seems easier than hating yourself
Because then at least someone else gets the heat
I'd rather wonder where it all went wrong
Than cry because I know for sure
It's me this time and that it's not a lie

And I know, that some will call me crazy
Because I'm asking for all of this hurt
But I know, that if they were to leave me
At least I learn what I am worth and what I should deserve
Instead of sitting here, never in the clear
Wallowing in shame cause babe this time I have the blame

So tell me is it easier when they hurt you first
Telling you they're not what you deserve
That they'll never be good enough for you
And leave you crying in the living room, in the living room
Cause it kills me doing that to someone who never did wrong
And I cant live with the fact that I'm the one
Who's causing all their pain
So please, tell me which is easier

If only you knew, I never meant to hurt you
If I could take it back we'd never fade to black
If only you knew, that I know how screwed up this is
And what I lack is why we can't go back

And I know, that some will call me crazy
Because I'm asking for all of this hurt
But I know, that if they were to leave me
At least I learn what I am worth and what I should deserve
Instead of sitting here, never in the clear
Wallowing in shame cause babe this time I have the blame

So tell me is it easier when they hurt you first
Telling you they're not what you deserve
That they'll never be good enough for you
And leave you crying in the living room, in the living room
Cause it kills me doing that to someone who never did wrong
And I cant live with the fact that I'm the one
Who's causing all their pain
So please, tell me which is easier



Credits
Writer(s): Kara Mortimer
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