first of february

I almost can feel it inside
But it's another ilusion
I really wanted to try it out
And once again I feel let down

I stayed awake until four am
Imagining what we would look like
It seems like I'll be left wondering
Now I don't think I want it to work out
They all told me this was a mistake
Yet I wanted to give you a second chance
And don't call me again
When you want some skin

I was waiting for you alone
In the train station
First of February freezing
Getting tons of sensations
Wonder if you got my three missed calls
And the bunch of messages I left on your phone
I was waiting for your text
To appear in my lock screen
How can I feel this way
For someone I've never seen?
I don't think I trust a word you say
After all this time that you've got me inside your game

I almost believe that you wanted me
You would've fought for it
I was lingering in your fingertips
But butterflies fly away

I dreamt of you for a couple days
Even though we never met face to face
Good role the one you played and your masquerade
Now I know I feel nothing but disgrace (disgrace)
The only thing I get's the experience
But sometimes I feel this was a waste of time
And don't reach me out after what happened

'Cause I was waiting for you alone
In the train station
First of February freezing
Getting tons of sensations
Wonder if you got my three missed calls
And the bunch of messages I left on your phone
I was waiting for your text
To appear in my lock screen
How can I feel this way
For someone I've never seen?
I don't think I trust a word you say
After all this time that you've got me inside your game
(For you alone, in the train station)
(Freezing, getting tons of sensations)
(Trust a word you say, after all this time
That you've got me inside your game)