Word Vomit

Granny I been thinking about you
Cause shit been really rough,
I been tryna toughen up
But im not giving up.
Im walking thru the storm
But I gotta keep my semi stucked.
In case niggas running up,
You know these boys they bold asf.
My mama really been tripping,
So I think I might go duck off,
Cause I aint been thinking right,
I cant even sleep thru the night.
I keep reminiscing,
Only thing I miss more than you is dirty sprite.
But I been tryna change my life,
So I just smoke thru the night.
I know this shit ain't right
I know that don't make it no better.
So I just stack this cheddar
But While im riding with my demons
Cause it seems like I cant even defeat em.
Everybody left but shit been fucked up,
So do I really need em?
Or was it just to cope?
That's why I sit back and smoke.
I really don't have anybody I can vent to
That understands this pain,
I really been thru some thangs
Think it makes me deranged.
But I still do my thang,
Stacking up in my own lane.
556s and 223s thats what help me
Get home safe
But I cant stop thinking about
Them days when I aint even have my own place
Didn't even have nowhere to lay,
Ain't even have no hot plate.
But your situations dont make you
They only make you strong
That's what got me to the top today.
But mfs slimy gotta watch where them oppas lay,
Main thing the streets taught me
Was keep my eyes open and my mouth closed
I gotta watch where I stay.
It's Money!