(FROM) Fear

This are my thoughts
That come from fear

Am I taking the right decisions?
Thinking bout you day and night
It's 2 am, can't sleep thinking if it's right
Smoking cigarettes til I have no lungs
Listening to tongues that have no words
Afraid of being like some bros
Cause they won't grow, yeah
Afraid of using the same clothes
If nights of suffering where enough to get more close
Afraid of where I go, babe
I'm afraid of where I go
Afraid of losing my conscience
If it was good to be that cautious
If it was good to hid all of my thoughts
If I'll ever connects the dots in Madrid
If loving somebody kept my pace sanity good
If I could get a hood
Where all I care is getting more wood
Afraid of making the same mistakes past generations did
Afraid of promises were fake
And love wasn't that good
Afraid of everything I believed was bullshit
Afraid of losing myself in the connection of becoming great
I just interpolate my thoughts
I'm trying to find some shelf
Afraid of losing passion in what I love
Afraid of myself
Afraid of myself
Now I'm feeling like

I'm just afraid
I'm just afraid
Of not getting paid
To fade and nothing was made, babe, said
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'm just afraid
I'm just afraid
To be murdered in my accolade
I'm just afraid
I'm just afraid
Said

Even Christ had to be afraid
Of just gettin' played
Afraid of go missing so much
That you won't know my face that much
Afraid of watching my dawgs die with OD's
Watching them in there knees accepting there D's
Afraid of not choosing the right people that surround me
Murder, taxes, loans & lies
Not being wise after breaking all the stones
People suiciding with axes in the zone
Having to buy a casket for my pop & mom
Afraid of losing support
Losing all the love for loving so short
I was never able to ask for none
Afraid of losing the tone
And not able to compose a new song
If I lost inspiration or was just the bong
If taking this decisions I made a mistake so wrong
And not get back in control, babe
Yeah
And not get back in control
Afraid of losing my patience
To get insulted by my presence
Afraid of never be able to go back home
Yeah
Afraid of never be able to go back home
(Take the music out)

Nothing to lose
Drowning in pools
Destroying the rules
Die from self abuse
Humans are cursed
Tired of the same old shoes
Nothing amuse
Yellow the news
Alarms being snooze
Reality hasn't diffuse
Autopilot is my curse
Hidding the pain on fuckin tattoos
All I see is an excuse
I hope love gets infuse
Women accuse
Men abuse
They scream & they misuse
The words to confuse
All the sins are overuse
Fuck this moments of being insecure
I'm just afraid
I'm just afraid of this suffering
Was for no fucking use

I'm just afraid
I'm just afraid
Of not getting paid
To fade and nothing was made, babe, said
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'm just afraid
I'm just afraid
To be murdered in my accolade
I'm just afraid
I'm just afraid

I'm just afraid
I'm just afraid
Of not getting paid
To fade and nothing was made, babe, said
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'm just afraid
I'm just afraid
To be murdered in my accolade
I'm just afraid
I'm just afraid

Afraid of family won't be there 'til the end
Afraid of putting all my effort
Not being enough to satisfy in some sort
Loving so much & get my heart broke
Afraid of failure
Cause I feel like the GOAT of a new generation
Afraid of loosing a sense of the trees
That nature has been lost
And feelings are frost
And love has been lost
Said
And even if fear can beat me
It took the best out of me
This were my thoughts that came from fear