THOUGHT IT BE (Jul 4 2022)

This ain't how we thought it'd be
Take my hand we walk silently
You ain't want me to speak a word
Early bird, I still ain't get the worm
The one I chose
From the dead I rose
We keep it on the low
Fake friends short name call em' foe

Thinking you were the one, I should've thought different
Working 'til I ain't see the sun and I still ain't finished
They hear the songs but they just pointing what I'm missing
Like I love the criticism, but tell me what you living
You ain't living shit
Three cribs and you ain't giving shit
Three kids and they all just missing it
Took you five years to drop and it doing shit
Do the same in a year and they loving it

First album and it gon' hit
Shorty too tight, tell me it don't fit
Shorty too right, lean in give me kiss
Fuck all night put me on the list
Ain't love what I see, I love what I bleed
Worry about yourself, stop worrying about me
Stuck stalking my post, and I ain't touch yo feed
Long nights going ghost, they was waiting now they see

I'm starting to think
Y'all don't really care how far I make it
Y'all just wanna see me either rise or fall
Either make it or break it

I'm working double
Fuck your mans up now he don't want no trouble
I'm calling my own plays, fuck a huddle
Y'all still in the hood rapping how you made it out the rubble
I'm doing good, starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel
Less is more and more is less
Stop hitting up my phone, I ain't like to text
Leave me alone if you ain't here to wish me my best
Then I bench press you pussy ass bitches off my chest
You can't seem to see eye to eye
Maybe it's cus half of y'all already blind
Vision gone from what you did before
Twenty bodies, but she tryna convince she ain't a hoe
But fuck it, I still let her go
I fuck her, even if she a hoe
Cus why not fuck a hoe if she just gon' leave you overall?
So fuck her up then I leave through the front door