Alaska

I'm off the grid, I'm on a private island
I'm looking for release, I search but never find it
I look for it in drugs, I look for it in people
I've written my book, but there won't be a sequel
I shattered my phone so no one can track me
Protecting my front cuz no one will back me

I'll run away, I'll find a way
And this time, I'm not coming back
You left your mark, you broke my heart
I run cuz I'm under attack

Part the seas, split the mountain tops
Pull out my hair, don't wait for shoes to drop
I break my arms swimming coast to coast
You gave the least, said you gave the most
With damage done, my life in disarray
I burned the bridge, think I'll run away
Don't follow me
Just let me disappear

I'd be under the soil if I were to stay
I'm exhausted from your love for the game
I'm leaving the hate, I'm leaving the trauma
Find me in Alaska or in the Bahamas

I'll run away, I'll find a way
And this time, I'm not coming back
You left your mark, you broke my heart
I run cuz I'm under attack

Part the seas, split the mountain tops
Pull out my hair, don't wait for shoes to drop
I break my arms swimming coast to coast
You gave the least, said you gave the most
With damage done, my life in disarray
I burned the bridge, think I'll run away
Don't follow me
Just let me disappear

I think I'll go to Canada or maybe go to Spain
Maybe a life in Amsterdam could take away this pain
London's calling out my name and Dublin wants some love
I'm so sick of America, enough is just enough
So maybe if Alaska wasn't where he wants to go
My bags would all be packed, but the fantasy is faux

Loved ones won't let me leave, life is chess and I'm the pawn

Part the seas, split the mountain tops
Pull out my hair, don't wait for shoes to drop
I break my arms swimming coast to coast
You gave the least, said you gave the most
With damage done, my life in disarray
I burned the bridge, think I'll run away
Don't follow me
Just let me disappear