Lotus

If the rain's the reason for how I feel today
That is nowhere near as scary it's something I could take
And if the wind's the answer for why I feel these chills
I could wrap myself in blankets and maybe just today not take my pills

Trying hard to locate this
To explain it
But everything doesn't make sense except myself
I'm a Lotus
Gotta own this
And travel up through the mud and find some help

If the aim of all this searching is trying to find myself
I'd be better giving that job to my dog or someone else
And if the line's are blurring between sanity and health
I owe it to Michael to stop pinning it to him and try to get well

Trying hard to locate this
To explain it
But everything doesn't make sense except myself
I'm a Lotus
Gotta own this
And travel up through the mud and find some help

Maybe for today
Some other thing could take the blame
Instead of hating on my brain
And making everyone insane
Maybe for today
Some other thing could take the blame
Instead of hating on my brain
And making everyone insane



Credits
Writer(s): Evelyn Halls
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