Self Control (feat. KDA)

Growing up in Section Eight, Relying on my mama
In the past walkin home with a backpack full of trauma
I was living with my folks and I barely had a dolla
And I'm Not talkin bout Drake but i came straight up from the bottom
Watch a nigga step on shit not talking about a doormat
Have you lived your life with no lights? No electric
Need some self-control stay at home, Need my bed rest
I tend to overthinking bout going out to this parties

I'm the life of the party, everyone knows my name
But deep down inside, I be really feeling ashamed
No more yeah distractions, no more getting off track
Im a rich ass nigga, and there ain't no looking back.
Watch where I step, avoiding life's dog shit
Living without electricity, and it's hard to admit
I'm trying to isolate myself, Self-control is bitch,
Focus down on my goals, and make my life rich
Opening up my dresser, it's a mess of depression
Afraid of being judged, rejection's my obsession.
No I'm not Johnny but why this bitches testing
High school was a lame fighting through it like it's Tekken
No more wasting nights, getting drunk with my friends
I need to lay low, and focus on my ends
But next time we hit the town, We'll have a good time
my lyrics hit yo soul, dopamine to your mind

Growing up in Section Eight, Relying on my mama
In the past walkin home with a backpack full of traumas
And living with my folks and I barely had a dolla
And I'm Not talkin bout Drake but i just came up from the bottom
Watch a nigga step on shit not talking about a doormat
Have you lived your life with no lights? No electric
Need some self-control stay at home, Need my bed rest
I tend to overthinking bout going out to this parties

Taking drugs back to back fighting with my demons
Overthinking every night, intrusive thoughts steady creepin
And I told them I'm a star but them bitches didn't believe me,
Antisocial in the party I'm the first one leaving
You keep cheating on me, always knew the love was phony
You was the first one I loved, you was the one who took my virginity from me
You was fucking with a thug, when them days I was looking bummy
I was only one love, switch my mood cause you changed up on me
Put them switches on the glock, put them pins in the case
The East Side turnt we the ones that they prays
And yo homie try to duck, but got hit up with that flame
Now it's time to run em up, he exotic, Mary Jane
When them niggas killed Quan, me and Rich had seen some brains
I dare nigga touch bro, hunnid shot's behind Bean
If you trying to up the sco, tell yo niggas come kill me
I was never afraid to die, I been ready since a teen