I Find it Hard to Feel Alive

Flashes of neon lights
And my past goodbyes
All these good intentions were just a bad disguise
Broken fingers, bloodshot eyes
This dependence
Will be the death of me

There's a monster in me
That wears my face
Rooted deep within
My childhood memories
I did my best to hide my thoughts
But I could not escape
The way it turned my innocence
Into this hellscape

Flashes of neon lights
And my past goodbyes
All these good intentions were just a bad disguise
Broken fingers, bloodshot eyes
This dependence
Will be the death of me

Now I do all I can to mend
All the violence and decay
You sent my way
But I can still feel the bite of your teeth
Behind my every heartbeat

Flashes of neon lights
And my past goodbyes
All these good intentions were just a bad disguise
Broken fingers, bloodshot eyes
This dependence
Will be the death of me

Drain me of my marrow
What else is there to give
What else is there to give

All I ever wanted as to live free
Now I'm just a monument
To my own tragedy



Credits
Writer(s): Dorian Pavlovic, Josip Pilipić, Robert Ban Bebek, Sven Marenković, Zlatko štefančić
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