One Year

I guess I used to know that you're not here with me
If you didn't know I've been gone, you'd be here calling me
And I'll be spending these days with you, and I wonder if we were true
If I could tell the truth to you, I would do it very soon

But I cannot find the words to keep you here, it hurts to say
The feelings felt when you had left, hate you said it's for the best
Cause I died forgetting you, and I tried to push it through
But I know I'm losing you, and I can't face the truth

Watching the flame burst up from my builds
I let you in, you stab, me with quills
Pour out my blood, this pain that I wrote
One year,without, going on this road

Watching the flame burst up from my builds
I let you in, you stab, me with quills
Pour out my blood, this pain that I wrote
One year, without, going on this road

I'ma be honest, I think I hate him
But nothing is changing the fact that you might have left, and I might have hurt
I'm more than just hurt, severely just damaged
And I need a bandage, but bleeding right through, so nothing will work

You took me for granted, you're doing me worse
Than all of the people that's doing me wrong
I can't compare, but it is the truth
After a month, you're meeting this dude and kissing his lips

He's holding your hips, not even dating
Confusing your heart, it's none of my business, you're doing it more
Said that you loved me, but was your decision to mess up my heart
It was not God's, it was all you
After two years, you just say we are through and

You're living fine, you got your family, you got your friends
You got a partner, you got all love
Even though you hurt me, I still give my best

Your birthday had passed, and I was there exactly at 12
Giving you money and care, you're living just fine
And I'm sitting here soaking in pain

Cause I died forgetting you
And I tried to push it through
But I know I'm losing you
And I can't face the truth

Watching the flame burst up from my builds
I let you in, you stab, me with quills
Pour out my blood, this pain that I wrote
One year, without, going on this road

Watching the flame burst up from my builds
I let you in, you stab, me with quills
Pour out my blood, this pain that I wrote
One year, without, going on this road



Credits
Writer(s): John O'brien
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